Goodnight

I stand looking at the door in front of me, I hold my bag tight in my hands and take a deep breath as I work up the courage to knock. The door opens sooner than I expect and I feel my stomach turn over as I stand looking at you, it’s been a long time. You’re even sexier than I remember and for some reason this makes me even more nervous. You reach for my bag and take my hand to pull me inside since my feet have forgotten how to move. Just the feeling of your hand in mine is making me weak. You lead me into your bedroom and close the door behind us and set my bag on the floor.
“I knew you’d come,” you say, so quietly it gives me chills.
I look down at the floor, not sure if I’m ashamed or excited, maybe both. I’m still not sure if I want to do this. But I need it, I need you. I squeeze your hand and let go and cross the room to sit on the bed. I close my eyes and remember our phone conversation the day before, “if I come, it’s for you, I will have already made up my mind” I had said, “don’t let me back out, and don’t let me say no.”
I reach behind my neck and begin to untie my dress, ignoring my chills. I look at you and stand up, letting it fall halfway down, I see you draw a breath and I reach down and slide it over my hips and drop it to the floor. In a second you’re in front of me, I feel your breath on my neck and your hands slide along my naked body. I start to tremble and I feel tears begin to well up in my eyes.
“I can’t do this,” I whisper, “You’re going to have to make me. I want to but I just can’t do it, please, just make me.”
Without stopping you slide your hands to my wrists and pin them behind my back with one hand. Your other hand slides behind my head and you pull me in for a kiss. I feel your mouth on mine and I shudder and a tear slides down my face. You kiss me passionately and when your tongue slides into my mouth I bite it softly. You smile and pull away. “Don’t move,” you say as you turn to cross the room. You pick up my bag and turn it over to spill it onto the floor. I see you pick up the handcuffs and the collar with the leather leash attached to it. I close my eyes and soon I feel the cold metal against my wrists and then around my neck as you slip the collar onto me. “You’re mine now,” you whisper and I feel myself smile a little.
The look in your eyes has gone beyond lust, it’s a hunger and it makes me tremble. You push me gently down onto the bed and climb on top of me. You’re still wearing shorts and I am consciously aware of my nakedness beneath you, it makes me feel even more vulnerable. You kiss my lips once and move down my jaw to my ear and down my neck, I shiver and you move back up to kiss my lips, but I don’t respond.
“Kiss me,” it’s a command more than a request, but I still can’t seem to comply. I feel the collar tighten around my neck as you wind the leash more tightly around your hand. The struggle to breath now makes me uncomfortable, but suddenly more focused and when your mouth comes down on mine again I’m ready. You start kissing me gently but I want more, you recognize my eagerness and begin to tease me by kissing even slower and softer, making my mouth water as I long to taste you. You hold the leash tighter now to hold me down but I still pull against it, making it even harder for me to breathe and hungrier for you by the second. You shift your weight and I begin to slide down beneath you, at first you’re confused and you pull tight on my leash, it chokes me but I pull against it and you release it slightly and let me slide down further. I kiss your chest and then your stomach as I slide further and you continue to let me wiggle down beneath you. I reach your hips and lift my head slightly to take your belt in my mouth. It takes me just a few seconds to get it undone with my mouth and I move onto your shorts, in a moment I have them undone and you roll off of me and pull them off and toss them onto the floor.
You lie still for a second, naked on the bed next to me and I want to touch you but my hands are still cuffed behind my back. You run your fingers over my face and then my shoulder and you pull me close to you and bite my shoulder. It sends a chill through me and you reach behind my back and release my hands. Instantly I’m on top of you, kissing every inch of you, my fingers gripped tightly on your hair. I slide one hand down your body, scratching you on the way down, to find your hand. I intertwine my fingers with yours and you hold my body tightly to yours for a second while you kiss me.
Suddenly you roll over, throwing me down onto the bed and I look up at you, confused.
“I’m in control tonight,” you remind me,” that little stunt was uncalled for.”
I sigh, thinking I had done something wrong, but my relief is short lived as you grab my hand and pull me across your lap. You squeeze tightly on my hip and run your hand over my ass as you enlace your other hand in my hair and grab roughly onto a handful. I feel your hand come quickly down onto my awaiting ass and I jump a little, but you pull my hair and bring me back to my position. You bring your hand down again and again, making me squirm and moan, and after a minute you stop. You lay me back down gently on the bed and kiss me from my hip to my neck slowly. I feel your breath warm on my neck and I dig my fingernails into your back as you start to slide into me. My breathing speeds up with my heart as the pressure overwhelms me, my back arches slightly and I let out a moan when you make it all the way in. You pause a moment and let your breathing match up with mine, the intensity is incredible and I can barely control myself as you start to move slowly back and forth on top of me. My moaning gets louder and louder as you speed up and my hands run over your body everywhere I can reach.
I gasp when you stop and I look into your eyes, you put your hand behind my back and roll me over. You slide into me again and take hold of the leash still attached to me. We get back into a rhythm again, you holding onto the leash tight enough that I have to focus on breathing. I feel the sharp pain on my back as the leather of the leash whips against my skin. I moan and you do it again. My arms shake as the pleasure gets overpowering and I can barely hold myself up. I feel you start to shudder and you lean down to bite my back as the waves of pleasure start to take hold of you. As the first wave wracks your body mine starts to tremble with yours and I collapse as the pleasure takes me. We lay there a long while, letting our heart beats come down.
Finally I feel you slide off of me and in a moment I hear the shower running and I get up. I slide the collar of my neck as I walk towards the bathroom and I slip into the shower with you. Instantly you reach for me, pulling me close. The warm water runs over our bodies for a moment before you reach over for some soap. You take your time, washing every part of me, missing nothing. By the time we get out we’re exhausted and we climb, still wet and naked, into your bed. You lay down and I lay my head on your chest and fall asleep.

End