Longing

LONGING…

I found no other better medium to express myself than this one, so here I am, sharing my story with you.

Just two months back I considered myself the happiest woman on earth, because I had everything, good job, a loving and caring husband and a rocking sex life. I was satisfied both physically and emotionally. But the incident that took place two months ago completely turned my life to the other extreme when I lost my husband in a road accident. It broke me down completely as the emotional attachment with my husband was the thing that kept me going and was the critical support of my life.

As I told earlier that I am a working woman so there were no issues on the financial front as such but I always felt that emotional longing. The only thing I had to support me were the memories of intimate moments with my hubby. In this hypocrite society I have no where else to go. I remember the spark that aroused me almost immediately when my husband pinched my melons (that’s what he used to call my 36 D boobs). The way he caressed my nipples and touched my entire body made me feel on top of the world. His fondling and kissing of my tight pink pussy sent me into trance and when his 6.5″ long tight cock penetrated me, I could not control myself moaning at the top of my voice. It made me so complete…

Sex was a ritual for us and we performed it everyday with the same passion and thrust. I was so used to it that the wait for my hubby to be back from work felt like never ending even though it was just half an hour after I returned from office. This longing sometimes make me feel like a whore, but never mind I loved it !!!
Today all that passion and thrust is gone and I wait and wait after returning from office for no one to arrive.

Will I be left craving and longing for sex for the rest of my life or will there be a new chapter to my life, that’s the question I keep asking myself and I haven’t received the answer yet…