how i got into guys

i’m not a real good story writer. but this is one i’ve wanted to tell someone
about for some time now. it is true, and i will tell it as acurately as i can
recall. this is not chock full of hot sex. but i was just getting into this
kind of activity.
i don’t remember what year this began. i am considerably older now. i had been
through one, eleven year marriage that ended in divorce. i really liked women,
but i had soured on married life. i was a good looking guy. at least women thought
so. i didn’t have any problem finding one when i wanted sex. i’d never had any
thoughts about sex with guys. i was dating a good looking woman at the time, and
spent nights in her bed occasionally. however i had no intention of marriage.
i was working as a plumber at the time, and one day i was on my knees working
on some pipes. i needed another pipe wrench and my helper got it. when i reached
to get it, i was looking right at the front of his pants, and something in my
head said “suck him.” i went on working, thinking, where did that come from?
i thought, thats stupid! i put it out of my head and didn’t think about it the
rest of the day. then thoughts of sucking a guys cock came back. i tried to
shake them off. i tried very hard. but the harder i tried the stronger they were.
i’d get an erection thinking about it. trying to fight them off wasn’t working.
so i thought, it’s only thoughts. it’s not as if i were actually doing it.so i
gave in.
now these thoughts had turned into fantasies. when i was home, i would get
naked on my bed and stroke my cock, while in my mind i pictured a guys body in my
face. his hard cock about to enter my mouth, and i’d have a nice orgasm.this
went on for awhile. by then i had reached a point that fantasies just weren’t
enough. i wanted the real thing. wanting that and not getting it was tormenting
me. i decided the only way to stop this would be to find a guy who’d let me suck
him off. i’d either like it, and keep doing it, or i wouldn’t, and i’d stop
thinking about it. the problem was, i didn’t know how to go about finding a guy.
i mean i couldn’t just meet a guy in a bar, start a conversation and say, by
the way, can i suck you off? i’m good looking, but i’m not big and muscled.
i’d get the hell beat out of me.
so i started buying videos of gays. i’d lie back and jack off as i watched. i
started wondering, if i sucked a guy, what would happen when he cum? would i
like it or would i get sick? the latter wouldn’t be good! i’d never tasted cum.
so i decided i’d try my own first. i tried a couple of times. i’d cum on myself
thinking to scoop it and bring it to my mouth. but each time i cum, i just
couldn’t bring myself to swallow it. i decided if i did i would have to get it
from my cock. so the next time i worked my feet up onto the headboard, and
worked my body high enough to bring my legs back, so my cock was over my mouth,
and i jacked off. when i cum i got some on my face, and some in my mouth.it
wasn’t as bad as i thought. so i finally got into using my fingers to scoop it
up and bring it to my mouth. i started liking the taste.so now if i can just find a
guy.
so while i was trying to find a way to hook up, i bought a dildo at an adult
shop. i had read in forums that a lot of guys like getting fucked. maybe i
i’d like it. if i’m going to suck cock, he may want to fuck me. so if i like it
why not let him? as i was leaving the shop, i noticed a free paper that had a
story that interested me. so i picked one up. i read the story, and then just
broused through the rest of the paper. i came across an ad that said gay?
bisexual? curious? they would give 30 mins of free chat time to sign up. so
i did. it was a dating site for guys. i could call up, listen to ads, and send
messages for 30 minutes. so i placed an ad and started listening to other guys
ads. i started getting msgs right away. i knew i was in luck. i’d find a guy for
sure now. there were a lot of guys on there. some in my area. but i knew to
screen them carfully to avoid std’s. so i would chat with them for awhile before
i decided to hook up.
in the meantime i used the dildo. i got used to it, but even then it didn’t
do much for me, so i gave it up. i finally found a guy to have my first encounter
with. he was married, which i thought would be safer. i envited him over. we had
talked a lot so he already knew i was new to this. i was so anxious to try
sucking, that i took him right to my bedroom, and we stripped off. his cock was
about 6 inches and thick. he laid down on his back and i spread his legs and lay
between them. i took his large mushroom head in my mouth,and sucked it. it excited
me to finally have a real cock in my mouth. i took it deeper. i wanted as much of
his cock as i could get. i went slowly up and down this joystick enjoy the feel
of it in my mouth,and taste of his precum. then i sucked it faster his body began
to tremble. he grabbed my head and pushed his hips toward my face, and his cum
shot into my mouth. he was full of cum, and i swallowed it as much as i could,
then trapped the rest and swallowed it when he finished.
with all of our talk before hand, i had forgot to ask if he liked to suck. so
i really didn’t expect to get it. but surprise, he got me on my back and i got a
great blowjob. it excited me most because i was shooting my cum into a man’s
mouth, rather than a woman’s. i wanted to fondle his balls and suck him again,
but he said he had to go. he asked if he could come back sometime, and i gave
him my number. i said call anytime. i’d love it. so that’s how i got started
sucking cock. the encounters with other guys continued after that. if you want to
hear about them,i’ll write more.