Crossing the Line

As I lie here trembling, my body slick from sweat, I’m reeling. My mind is almost a total blank. I am again, amazed by what my body can endure and feel as pleasure. Master has done it to me again….
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He has taken me from my body to a place that even I, don’t exist. In this place in my mind, I only feel. It’s like an out of body experience for me. Let me tell you what happened……..
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I heard him coming up the stairs. I had just finished making the bed and putting away laundry. As Master’s steps came closer, I didn’t dare look up. I had been a little sassy to him earlier and I knew he was coming to take care of this little indiscretion on my part. My body started to tense at the thought of his touch on my skin. I wasn’t truly afraid of Master but I did know I would be put in my proper place sternly enough. At the thought of his firm hands on me I shivered.
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At that moment I felt him. Master’s hands on my shoulders, not saying a word. I wasn’t allowed to wear any undergarments when we were at home. So when he reached under my hem to pull up my dress, I was fully exposed to him. His right hand reached under me to pinch my nipple firmly. I almost went to my knees with weakness. I loved it when he touched me in this manner. He continued to work my nipples to a searing hot state. I was getting hotter and wetter with each pinch. I squirmed under his hands, like a cat in heat.
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He reached up and pulled me down to my knees by my hair. I knew what I was to do. I took his cock in my mouth as if it were the last time I would ever have the joy to taste it. I worked my nails across his ass and down his inner thighs. I knew I was pleasing him by the feel of the tension in the muscles in his legs and ass.
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His hands still in my hair holding me tightly, he removed my dress. He pulled me to the bed, and had me lie down. I could hear him open the drawer where he keeps all his toys. I knew he wasn’t going to get out a toy though. I knew I had a whipping coming for my earlier actions. I was to lie on my stomach in the middle of the bed with my hands behind my neck. This was my position for whipping. This time I felt that something was going to be different from the times in the past. Now I had been pretty bad earlier. Let me tell you just what it was that I did… Master had mounted my chest for me to suck his cock. I was in a very playful mood, so I played like I didn’t want to. I refused to open my mouth but he pried it open and entered it. Well, as I told you, I was in a VERY playful mood. As he entered my mouth, well…I kinda……..well………..ummmm…………………..well………. ……. I bit it.
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I knew instantly that I had done the wrong thing !!!! He jumped up and with a look that could have killed, he zipped up and turning to me he said, “You little bitch, you will pay dearly for that!!”. He instructed me to finish my chores and he went downstairs. I was left to my tears and my thoughts.
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Now, where was I ?? Oh yes, on with the rest of the story…. I felt him take my left wrist in his hands and attach a silk scarf to it. He then tied the other wrist to it. Then they were pulled up tightly and attached to the brass rails of the headboard. My ankles were pulled wide apart and attached to the footboard. My knees were bound with wide leather straps and tied wide apart to the side railings. I was tied more open and firmly than I had ever been in my life. He then thrust a large pillow under my belly, lifting my ass and pulling my legs even wider !!! I was exposed to him completely… Master took from the drawer a black satin cord. Tying a slip knot in one end, sliding it over my right nipple pulling it tightly closed. I caught my breath as the pain reached my mind. He ran the other end over my back and did the same to my left nipple. I could barely catch my breath !!!! I loved my nipples being captured in these loops. With the cord being across my back, Master could have control of the tension on my nipples from his vantage point. I was beginning to squirm with real desire……….
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The next thing I saw him remove from the drawer was a large leather gag that he had never used on me before. He had always wanted my mouth to be available to suck him. He told me to open my mouth wide. I did as I was instructed, but it wasn’t wide enough. My mouth was stretched to its limit as he pushed the gag deeply inside my mouth. He wrapped his belt around my head tightly to keep the gag firmly set in place. He again reached into his drawer. He pulled out a blindfold next….
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Master looked deep into my eyes trying to read what I was thinking and feeling. He knew me well, he knew I was excited and a little afraid by now. He whispered for me to remember back when we had had the conversation about me not having a safeword in a scene. I nodded that I remembered. He asked me if I still wanted to go through with it. My mind was reeling. Yes, I had asked him to take my safeword from me so that he could push me to my very limits of toleration. Master knew me very well, body and spirit. I knew he wouldn’t harm me in any way. I truly knew I was safe but to give up all safeguards to him was difficult. My soul screamed inside me, YES !!!! I nodded in agreement, shaking at the thought of what I had given him. Total control of me….
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I closed my eyes, tears sliding down my cheeks. Master leaned in to me and kissed my eyes, whispered for me to open them and look at him. I did as I was instructed, opening them into his gaze. “Are you afraid my dear slave?”, he asked. I nodded that I was. He let out a wide smile and said, ” Good, as you should be”. He again leaned in and whispered softly in my ear ” My sweet, sweet slave, I am about to show you just how deeply I do own you. I will totally possess your soul when I am done with you.”. He then kissed my gagged mouth and told me he loved me. He whispered to me,” Close your eyes my dear, I am about to begin.”. I felt the silk cover my eyes. My breath was coming faster and faster with anticipation. I was excited but also fear was also building inside me. That was a new feeling for me with Master. I had never felt fear with him. This time he had made sure that I did feel fear.
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I felt the cool breeze as Master turned on the fan beside the bed. This also told me that this was going to be long and intense. I started to shake uncontrollably. Not from the coolness of the breeze but from the anticipation.
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I couldn’t see but I knew Master was back in the drawer. I couldn’t think of what else he could be looking for. I realized what it was when I felt the blow up butt plug and our largest dildo placed on my back. As the realization took hold, I was squirming with all I had. I did love to be played with but to be totally helpless and to be filled was almost more than I could fathom !!! My squirming did nothing but amuse Master. He continued on his merry way, lubricating my ass and pussy.
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I felt his hands on my ass, I tensed up. Master’s hand came back down on my ass, this time it was a hard slap. ” Relax and this wont be as difficult. All your squirming wont help you now, my sweet slave.” he said. I did as instructed, relaxing as much as I possibly could. I felt the plug slide in to the hilt, my ass stretching widely to accommodate it. I was filled completely, with only the air tube left hanging out of my filled ass.
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The dildo is over 8″ long and very thick. I felt Master remove it from my back. Then it was at the mouth of my slit. The head was pushed hard against my pussy. As it found its way to the channel, it slid deep within me. A scream escaped my lips only to be muffled by the gag !!!! I didn’t think I could bear the full length of the huge dildo. I started to resist and pull against my bindings. All the while Master was holding the massive thing in me firmly. How would I take that in me without splitting ?? I couldn’t do it !!!! I was panicking !!!!!!!! Master reached up with his left hand grabbing my hair and pulled my head back. He said between gritted teeth, “Slut, I intend for you to be totally filled to your maximum. We can do this the hard way or you can calm down and this will be much easier.” I took in several deep breaths and tried to relax. There that’s better now. Yes, I was filled but it wasn’t painful. Then Master began to push it even deeper !!!!! I felt the massive cock fill me till I thought I would split. I almost passed out from the feeling. No, not pain, just intense fullness. Master kept pressure on it but left it still for my body to adjust.
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As I was just getting use to being in his state, he started to remove it. I wanted to scream for him to please not take it from me. Then what I felt was so unexpected that it took my breath from me. Master slide the dildo out to the tip then in one long hard swift thrust, slammed it home again !!!!!!! My head swam from the intense feeling of it. Again again, and again. Master fucked me with this massive dildo till I was meeting his thrusts with my hips. I was in a frenzy !!! Suddenly he stopped, saying, ” We wouldn’t want you to cum just yet, now would we ?”. GOD !!! YES!!! I needed to cum !!!!! My body was aching to have some kind of release. But I wasn’t to have it just yet….
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Master ran a wide leather belt around my waist, attached to it was 4 small straps that went to a 3″X 8″ piece of utility leather. Two straps were attached in the front of the belt under my belly. The other two were pulled up between my legs, pulled tightly to secure the dildo and butt plug, they were attached to the back of the belt. There I was on my stomach, tied wide open, loops on my nipples, a dildo in my pussy and a butt plug in my ass. What could be next ? I was almost afraid to ask that, even of myself…..
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I felt Master at my ear again, he whispered, ” My dear slave, this pleasure has been just a prelude to the agony that you will soon feel. You bit me this morning and for that you will be punished to a degree that you won’t soon forget. For your sake I hope you can take pleasure from some of the pain that you are about to receive. Your pleasure isn’t my focus now, your punishment is. So my dear sweet slave, take a deep breath and know that I love you.” With this, I took a long deep breath, tears falling steadily. I was trembling at the thought of what was to come ……
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I felt Master’s weight on the bed with me. He straddled my back and sat on my upper thighs. His hands stroked my back soothing my fears. His hands stroked from my neck to my ass, his lips following with tender, gentle kisses. I was melting under his hands and lips. Master’s kisses were becoming nips, then bites. His teeth, biting down into my flesh caused me to whimper in pain. I squirmed away from his mouth, not being able to escape his bites. He found the tender flesh at the side of my back, just behind my armpits. I screamed as he bit this skin over and over again. He could tell he had found a soft spot in me.
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I wasn’t one to use my safeword much. Master had only taken me that far three times. So when I reacted in the way I had, he knew he had found a spot in me that he hadn’t known was there. A spot to take me to my limits very swiftly. The pain was like a searing hot spike being driven in. I was trying hard to get to my “place”, but Master didn’t want me there just yet. When I would start my slow breathing trying to gain control of myself, he would bite me several times on the same sore spot. This would take my breath away from me and I’d lose all control, screaming in pain. My body was wriggling in spasms of pain. Tears were flooding my face. I had lost all bodily control and I was at my Master’s mercy, what mercy he may have for me. As I thought I could stand no more, Master bit me two last times. Each on either side of my underarms. Both much harder than any he had given me before. I screamed through the gag, as if I were being killed. I almost lost consciousness. I could feel my head swim in the searing pain. I was sobbing in pain, and somehow I didn’t want it to stop.
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Master rose off the bed to my side. He whispered in my ear, “My dear one, that was just the start.” He rose up laughing, a deep loud guttural laugh that scared me. Had I released an animal in him ? I had always wanted him to be more strict with me, and pushed him to be harder with his punishments of me. Now I was going to get just what I had been asking for. Whether I wanted it or not….
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Master checked all my bindings to make sure I hadn’t come loose or that blood had been restricted to my hands or feet. He checked my gag and tightened my loops on my nipples and began to pump air in the blow up butt plug !!! I was already as full as I thought I could be but Master knew I could handle more. He pumped in seven blasts of air, I thought my ass would burst !!! Master also gave the dildo a firm push to make sure it was seated deep within my pussy. Then he readjusted the straps that held them in place so that it was even tighter than before. I was no longer aware of the pain from the bites, all I could think of was the extreme fullness that I was experiencing.
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Master then began pouring warm oil over my back and legs. Rubbing it in gently to the bite marks. I winced in pain as his hands touched these marks.The oil mixed with the feel of his soft touch was soothing. But the words still rung in my ears, “I’m not done with you yet, that was just the start.” I knew I had much more to endure before I was to be released.
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I had wanted this, I wanted to be totally controlled by my Master. I had truly pushed Master so that he would get angry and slap me harder than he had. But he had taken control away from me. Master was absolutely in control this time. I knew I was his to do with as he pleased. I had even signed, with great happiness I might add, a Master/slave contract. This contract detailed out my duties as a slave and his responsibilities as my Master. My first duty was to be unconditionally obedient at all times. That was the rule I broke this morning and that is the reason I was being punished. I knew I had to be punished severely, for Master to hold his power over me. His power is what makes him my Master. Without that power he would only be my lover. I want, but even moreso, I need him to be my Master.
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Master moved to my side and asked, ” Are you ready to resume?” I knew I really had no choice, I nodded yes. The longer it took to get this started the longer it would take to get it finished. My skin felt the first snap of the whip after I heard it fall. My skin screamed at the crack of the leather on it. The tips were all that had landed on my back. It had felt as if a red hot rod had been placed on my back. I wretched my back up in pain. Tears sprang back to my eyes. I relished the feel of the pain and at the same time my body protested.
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The whip fell again and again, each time hitting a new piece of fresh skin. Master knew that if he hit the same place several times I could go into my “special place” where I only received pleasure from the pain. He wasn’t ready for me to feel that kind of pleasure yet !!! The whip landed time after time on my back to my ankles. I was in a constant scream. Screaming into the gag was useless but I couldn’t stop the screaming anymore than I could stop the whip. The pain was all I could feel. The pure undeniable pain……….
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Then the next thing I felt on my skin was Masters braided belt. It’s strike was even more intense than the whip. It’s cut strands of leather, braided to make a belt that is almost two inches wide. The strands, each leaving it’s own mark on my backside. Making a pattern that would impress any Master. I could hear the buckle as he would take it back to throw his next blow. I would try to relax, as I knew it wouldn’t be as bad if I could relax, but I couldn’t. I just couldn’t…… Master was the one still in control of my body. The oil that Master had applied earlier was making the blows stick, making them more intense than ever !!!! I was out of control, screaming and thrashing as much as I physically could. At times Master would have to stop and remind me to breathe. Master didn’t want me to lose consciousness. He wanted me to remember this, each and every strike he was giving me.
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Next to come, is what Master calls lovingly as “rabbit”. A wooden paddle covered in smooth leather on one side and rabbit fur on the other. But before starting up with the paddling, he again checked all the bindings and my feet and hands. He readjusted the gag and made sure my breathing was ok. He also cinched up the strap holding the dildo and plug in. He pumped in 4 more blasts of air into the butt plug !!!!! I thought I would surely go crazy !!!! Crazy with desire !!!! I was getting more pleasure out of this than I could have ever imagined. I really was, I was loving being at my Master’s total control. I was so wet, I could feel the wetness drip from me. I was like an animal in heat. This is what Master wanted from me. Master knew I had a true animal in me and he had found her. As the first blows of the paddle fell, I breathed shallow to be able to absorb the pain. I took the pain into my soul. Then it was released as pleasure. It’s a kind of pleasure that can’t be duplicated in any other way. It’s the exhilaration of the pain and the endorphins going rampant in me. The adrenaline rush that comes to the rescue of my body. As the blows became harder and faster I couldn’t hold my control. Again, Master had taken my control away !!!!
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This time I lost it completely. Thrashing uncontrollably, screaming and screaming and screaming. I was far beyond my farthest realms of what my limits had been. I was lost in my own pain. Master kept the wooden paddle coming down hard, seeing that I was still reacting with pleasure. My body, without thought from me, would meet his blows. It was asking to be hit again and again. I had no control of myself. I had no control at all, Master had it all… As the blows reached Masters full swing I began to spasm !!!!! My GOD !!!! I was cuming !!!!!!!!!! I spasmed with a muscle wrenching cum, like I have never before had. As I was spasming, Master was still striking me as if I weren’t. He just kept it up, on and on and on. As long as he was throwing his blows I continued to cum. After what felt like an eternity of exquisite pleasure, the spasm started to subside. I hadn’t noticed but Master’s blows were becoming milder.
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Master bent down and kissed my neck. He said,” My dear slave, you have done well. Do you know why I have done this ?” I nodded that I did know. I knew that He had to show me, just who was in control. That was what I was wanting when I bit Him this morning. I wanted to be put in my place. Master had put me in my place all right, tied to the bed and in His control. To make sure I knew why He had done this to me, Master explained. He said that He had taken total control of my body so that He could get to my soul. He said that without touching my soul, He would never have control of me entirely. As He explained this to me, I was trembling and sobbing. He had touched my soul as if He had reached in through my skin and held it lovingly in his hands.
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As my body became quieter I felt Master’s hands remove the blindfold, gag, nipple loops, also the bindings at my wrists and ankles and straps from my waist. He gently removed the dildo and released the air from the plug and removed it. Tears still fell like rain from my eyes. I was sobbing uncontrollably when Master took me in his arms. Master held me and gently rocked me. He wiped my tears from my face, kissing my mouth as gently as he could. “I love you , my dear, sweet slave” he whispered to me. I mouthed, as I couldn’t speak, ” I love you too, Master “.
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He had done it. He had taken me to a place where even I didn’t exist. The only thing there was pain and pleasure. One indiscernible from the other ……………… You know the old saying, “There’s a fine line between pain and pleasure” ….. Well, I crossed that line, thanks to my Master……………….