first time bdsm

i became interested in the alternative lifestyle after visiting many fetish sites..i was very interested in the bdsm scene, and ideas of possible scenarios filled my head..i have lived as a transexual most of my adult life and had declined possibles dates with men for fear of being discovered..this however was about to change in ways i could never have imagined..
i had made contact with bob,we met some weeks before on a fetish site.. he told me that he was a master and specialised in extreme bondage especially with t/s girls..i must admit that i became very aroused and wondered what it would be like to be under bob’s control and what would he do too me or make me do..?.we talked more and more and as the weeks went by we formed a relationship of sorts.i had begun to see bob as more than a friend and desired much too see him..we eventually exchanged photos..he told me that i look as he had always pictured me and would like too arrange a meet as soon as possible.i readily agreed,we exchanged adresses and we met at my home..we had a long talk about what may happen the next time we met…when we parted i thought long and hard about this..and later that evening i called him to arrange for a meet ..we arranged for the following day..all night i was wondering what was to happen too me once under bob’s control.i knew i would be punished for any slight discretion upon my behalf,and the thought of it filled my heart with dread but also much excitement.the following day i woke early bathed washed my hair laid out the outfit i would wear for bob..my mind was racing i just could not relax excitement was building up in me…bob was due at 200.pm that afternoon,i was ready at 1.00pm… i wore a white blouse tight black skirt and black high heels with suspenders and black stockings,white panties and full make-up as bob had instructed i should wear..the wait for bob was intolerable the hour seemed like a lifetime to me.. i kept checking myself in the mirror hoping that bob would approve,i was lost in thought when i heard the doorbell ring..i quickly composed myself and had one last look in the hallway mirror before presenting myself at the frontdoor..i opened the door bob was stood thier with a huge grim on his face.. he said as he entered you look wonderful but we shall see on closer inspection..we made our way into the lounge bob said stand exactly still so that i can look you over..he walked around me looking at what i had on.he said ok you will do..now thier is somthing i have to say.. we can stop right now and i will go no harm done .. but if we carry on then i will expect complete obediance from you you won’t be able to change your mind.what is it too be ..without hesitation i agreed to carry on ..ok good girl said bob.. and reached into the black satchel he had brought along with him.. he took out a blindfold and told me that i will be wearing it throughout.he placed it around my eyes i was completely in the dark unable to see anything.. i then felt my hands being pulled behind me and felt what seemed like handcuffs placed around my wrists.. my ankles was bound in exactly the same manner..bob said open your mouth, as i did so i felt somthing metal go into my mouth, it was placed in such a way that i was unable to close my mouth it was bound to my head and was unable to push it out…i became frightend.. bob said calm down you will get used to it..he then said remember our agreement once under my control you will follow my commands to the letter ,what ever i tell you too do you will do without hesitataion understood.. i nervously nodded my head in compliance..